
Hello!!!
SO. Guess what? My internship is OVER! Yes. I am so happy about that. It was kind of like a land of broken dreams.
Here's how it started
I was so excited about going to Chicago for this thing. This new start. This fresh beginning that was to be after such a monumental time in my life--college graduation.
Little did I know...what I was stepping into.
Not even to speak of my trip too Chicago. impromptu and hectic as I don't know what. That's a whole 'nother' story of how I may or may not have stepped outside of God's plan for my internship. I still don't know. But anywho....
After getting there-- finally getting there, I climbed up to steps into the office, which was the top level of a 4 story home, and as I was told, an staff/intern photoshoot was in session. We were all having shots taken for the upcoming revamped website. I took my many frames after getting a current-events briefing form the owner on what they had been up to lately.
Week one passed...nothing much. Minor tasks here and there with an overall assignment of researching new design stuff for the site.
Week two passed... same thing.
Week three......um, wasn't I shouldn't I be introduced to the Marketing Director ("MD" or 'C') by now? And working on some major event planning/promotional strategies? I tastefully asked my boss when I would meet her. "Who? 'C'?" She asks me, as if she wasn't the one that formally stated " 'C' is the Marketing director, you'll be working very closely with her" when we spoke over the phone a month ago. It's OK. It's all good. I waited, here we are. Let's go. She emailed her and we got into contact and set up a brunch/meeting time.
I got to meet her and her intern, whom she all but assigned me to as if she were her 2nd in command. Umm, excuse me? Am I taking assignments and reporting to you or your intern? How can you tell me to correspond with her so she can correspond with you? It's like the company was so fragmented, it was so confusing. The owner didn't know what was going on with the MD. the MD saw herself and her intern as a separate entity from me--while we were all a part of the same company. The rest of the time went like that. Except from one eventful meeting who's purpose I was not completely filled in on. So when interns from one of our affiliate companies asked me why we had called a meeting with them, I could only give the info I had. But it's OK. the MD's intern swooped in and filled us in on the meat of the meeting. Making me look as if I was some schlep who's just come in off the street and joined the team.
Lack of communication. Improper managerial structure. Lack organization. I never want to deal with a company suffering from any of these things again, let alone all three of them.
I am definitely praying for the owner of the place. It's easy to see she's overwhelmed, and not in a good way either. I do have empathy for her. But I can't really completely excuse what I went through. This could have been avoided. and Hopefully for future interns, it will. I hope.
So. Now I'm continuing on the job search and praying my way though it.
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In other news: Peep my new "Like" buttons on each post :). Coolness! I just installed them on every post. Ya. What a feat. It took a while. But alas, I finished.
I'm getting ready to go see SALT while having a dinner and a movie with my sis and her friend. I didn't really care for it when I started seeing the ads everywhere. But it beats staying int he casa all night. I hope it's above average.
Peaces,
O.F.C.J.
Best of luck, my dear, in finding a job! God has a plan for you, do not despair:)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, Retro. Amen! Indeed He does :)
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I'm sorry to hear that your internship went down like that. It sucks to be put in a situation where you are trying to learn as much as possible but can't because the company is disorganized. Bets of luck with the job search...I'm sure your next job will be much better! :)
ReplyDeleteHi Skinny Dip, Thanks for the 'dolences, lol. Yes, it was a challenge. As a future business owner, I learned some valuable things too. Thank you for your well-wishes, and I pray it will be!!
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Internships can be so annoying!! I have done 2. one i was given so much responsibility and was treated as a real employee with responsibility which was awesome. the other i was given silly things to kill time and learnt nothing.
ReplyDeletehopefully you find a job soon that you will love and learn lots too!
Yes Alyssa! You pretty much sums up what I want to be able to say, " I was given so much responsibility and was treated as a real employee with responsibility, which was awesome..." I will find that job darn it! Lol. And I hope it's soon. And wow, you hade a couple on two different ends of the spectrum. Good thing you know both experiences. Really makes you think when you're choosing a company to work with long-term.
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