So Much

Hello.


So much to say, yet so little words I have to say them. I am feeling, challenged. Lol. I am 3 days away from moving, and still don't know how everything is going to happen or turn out. I don't have the money for the ticket to fly out yet. And According to my recently made plans, I am to move back home for a week to gather and settle some things, and then fly out to my more-so permanent place of travel. I don't have the cash to do either right now, let alone the know-how of how things (various things in my life, career-related and otherwise) are going to work out once I am at my final destination. In my ideal hope, this is how it would all go: (Cue dream harp music and ripple effect)

• I go shopping today or tomorrow to buy a new suitcase to carry the bulk of extra things I was sent from home after my arrival here.

• I leave for the airport in a few days, arriving and briskly striding through the wide halls of the airport with my luggage in tow and a hopeful fresh smile on my face. I purchase my standby ticket at the counter for a flight that has more than enough seats still available. And I make my way through the scenic airport to my gate.

• Arrive at temporary destination #1 around an hour and 40 min later, landing safely at the beautiful Atlanta Hartsfield International Airport where I take the interior train to the luggage claim, and wait for my ride (mother dearest) outside...or inside, depending on how I'm feeling.

• Arrive at Home an hour or so later; I greet the fam and settle myself in my room.

• Fast forward one week later--->I am re-packed and ready to go. Arrangements have been made with a certain business in my more permanent destination to take on an apprenticeship (with pay) upon some time around my arrival to the city.

• OH!---and I have my own apartment to settle in! ;^)

*Siiiiiiighhh*.... Oh How I Wish.

Well, I don't know how closely my actual experience will look to this one, but I sure hope it either meets it, or exceeds it. I still have hope, and I am indeed working on it. And despite my unsureness right now, well...I still have hope. I just hope God is with me through and in all of this, and makes it work out well. Direction is my best friend right now, though sometimes I feel he is nowhere to be found. LoL, even in all this--especially in all this--I really must look at my life and be thankful. It's not nearly as bad as it could be. Not even close--trust that. And I must say, it's quite the exciting journey. As always :P. I do love my life. And I'm sure I'll be looking back on all this soon (hopefully) reading over it as if it were some exciting novel where the protagonist (moi) jumps over many hurdles--sometimes being trodden by them, but never staying down--only to say "To be continued"....

And we shall see.




O.F.C.J.