Preparation Pains.

Hello.

It has been 2 weeks since I've flown into Atl. I am still here. What are my plans? Well, I do have some. Moving, pursuing my MBA, working and training, and getting involved with a new ministry, along with all the big little things in-between :). I am looking forward to this new change. Really looking forward to it. But---the thing is, I don't know when it's going to happen. I know that failure to plan is planning to fail. But it's not even that I'm not planing, I most definitely am. Have you ever been in a situation where you wanted to move forward with your plans, like really want to move forward and start makign progress, but because of one thing or another, you couldn't? Like you had to wait for someone else to make a decision first, and without it, you really had nowhere else to go? Well, yeah. I guess you could say I'm in that kind of situation. You see, there is someone that I am waiting for to give me His final say on this decision that I am in the middle of making, and without it, I really have no choice but to wait--no desirable choice anyway. Sometimes I hate having to wait on people to do something, just so I can do what I feel I have to do. But in this case, I know it's for my own good.


So, here are some of my aspirations:

• Move to my, so far, final location and attain a career job.

• Be involved with these 2 businesses I just received an opportunity with through hands-on training and mentor-ship (YAYY!!!)

• Get involved with my new ministry in said location, and begin fellowshipping, getting involved, and making a "home-y" familiar yet exciting environment for myself.

• Study for the GMAT (blech) by finding some type of meetup to get involved with so I won't have to do it by myself, and also studying independently when I discover what study books and programs are best to use.

• Having a good life... :)

• Applying to my choice graduate school and some other choices, then getting accepted and taking it from there.

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Hopefully I gain more direction in my endeavors, either towards the completion of these things and more, or away from these and towards other substantial goals. Whatever is good for me in the eyes of God. I want it. I just want to be secure.




O.F.C.J.