O my gosh, *sigh*

Hello!!!!!! ...*pant, pant pant*


So much going on. So little time to explain and write down and express and gt it all out., The new job is interesting. I like it. I am still figuring out and exploring why God has me there, there is a deeper purpose to this placement. There are interesting parts of it that I'd rather not face though. People, attitudes, daily grinds. Stuff like that. But I know that in the middle, there is me and my personal "tasks" that need to be ironed out, and once I can deal with my issues, the external things won't matter as much. So, I won't go into it now, but. Yeah, it's been an experience so far. Lol, I thank God for this opportunity ^_^.

My spiritual life has also been interesting. I just returned from a 3 day prayer retreat yesterday (Sunday) afternoon. It was intense. It was great. I prayed, and prayed, I cried out my heart, and though the event is over, I'm not done yet. I've just started actually :). I met new people, the location was beautiful, the hotel was beautiful, distractions came, but I forced them away. It was a weekend of seeking, meeting, the divine impartation, and deliverance. It was...it was just what I needed :). *Siiiiihgh* ^_^... and now I want more.

So funny that I remember now, I had been wishing for a getaway months ago, and now I've had one. But as I said, there need be many more. Oh---yes. Many more, especially for this phase of life that I am in. It's a very sensitive time that requires piqued ears, obedience, and a diligent heart that is seeking. A time of Discovery, sensitive timing, and amazing manifestations if I seek as I should. And amongst all the busi\y-ness that I am now finding myself in with joining various organizations at my church, my new job, and other activities and situations, I need a quite place, a quiet space, and frequent mini-vacations to get away to a place of peace where I am just with me and God, asleep or awake.

I'll be moving soon, in a few months. I am stilling praying about that. I feel an urgency about it, but I don't want to be impatient. Thank God I'm living out of suitcases right now, it'll be easier for me when I move; one swoop on a taxi and done :) Lol.

Haaahhhhh...SO! I am in the midst of a lot right now, but working my way to getting on top of it, or at least at the center. I'm doing alright with managing my time and activities so far. But I feel like the better I can manage my mind and Spiritual life, the easier it will be to manage my life and have true peace. I am excited. I am sometimes nervous. I am hopeful. I am anticipant, and sometimes impatient. But...I am excited, and I am continuing on to finding myself, my true calling, and my life, in Christ.




And now I am off to bed, because I am tired!! Whew!




Toodles!! =^X


O.F.C.J.