Monday, March 21, 2011

Hello Everybodaaay!

Hello!

OK, so it's been a while. But I thought I'd log in today for a little while.
So, how's life been? Well. Certain things have been removed from my life. Things that might make others fall into a depression, or maybe pout and stomp about for a while. But I've been smiling and hopeful since losing some of these things. Some tangible, some short-term dreams. But it was & still is all for the better. I am looking up!

My sister and I had a big fight last week. Argument. I apologized for my faults today. Difficult, but necessary. You see, God had been working on my where obedience in the form of forgiveness was concerned. I was being stubborn and prideful, and quite frankly, insecure. And it's been blocking my progress in my destiny: my ministry, my calling within my career, my spiritual and emotional growth, my relationships, and else. But today, I did it. I obeyed. And though I'd been planning to do it since last week, and though the slight trepidation was holding me off, I did it. And it felt good. I've done my part in apologizing and asking for forgiveness, which I gladly received. I also prayed for God's Holy Spirit to touch and clean my heart, fill me with the Spirit of love, & severely renew my way of thinking. Since this issue between me and her is not new, I've had ill feelings where my fam is concerned for a loooooooong long time now, and I want to let it all go so I can move on with my destiny finally!!! SOO. I'm happy I did that. I also finally told my family about something I'd been hiding from them (see next paragraph) because I didn't want to be bothered with their "helping".

The month of March is very strategic for me right now. God has since the end of February allowed me to be laid off from my job, just in time for the very beginning of March, which is also the month of a month-long conference of amazing events at my new church. Which has so far been AwEsOmE!! And I know this all happened on purpose. Maybe I wouldn't have heard His signals drawing me to change and step into a new level in my life had I been working. But though some expect I'd be down about this, I left smiling, and still am. I can just feel Him at work in my situation. Big things are about to happen. And I thank God for all of them.
In other news: interesting things have happened to some of the people I know, some encouraging, almost like a sign form God to me saying, "See? I can do all things. Just you wait." And some unexpected & interesting and dealing directly with me and past friendships. Anywho...we shall see.

I am excited about my overall future!

L8r!



O.F.C.J.

2 comments:

  1. God definitely has a plan for you. You may be unemployed now, but just wait until he blesses you with something even more awesome. I'm excited for you:)

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  2. Thank you Retro! I'm so excited, have to guard myself against impatience, lol. I know He's up to something big up there. I just can't wait to discover!! =D.


    O.F.C.J.

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